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So I put on my cooking hat today and made me some pesto pasta for lunch today. Most people only know about eating pasta with red or white sauces, so now you know there is pasta with green sauce as well! To make pesto sauce, all you need are basil leaves, pine nuts, garlic and olive oil and then blend them all together. Because I only made just enough sauce for myself, the blender couldn't blend

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Today is the last day of 2011. Looking back, it had been a hell of a year. I guess there are a few things I did that I could be proud of this year, but I've also hit a new low as well. But I guess that's life, you'll just have to pick yourself up, shake the dust off your gorgeous navy blue Zara blazer and move on. This year, I'm going to be spending New Year's Eve with family. I still vividly

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It's been a long while since my last entry, and truth is, so much happened in between that I don't know how to continue where I left off. All the happy times, sad events and good memories will remain in my mind alone. I was a ghost for the past few months. Maybe it's time to start over and the time is now.

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My book has finally arrived! I've been pining to read this books for months every since I laid my eyes on it in Borders one fateful day. The title of the book is called I Capture The Castle by Dodie Smith. I first found out about this book from a Jean Ure book that I read in my teens, and since I'm a sucker for classics I naturally had to get this book.  My copy is the movie tie-in edition of

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Finally got the Rayban Wayfarer that I've been drooling on since forever! Went to watch Captain America with Alex and my sister yesterday, and chanced upon it in an optical shop in the mall. I was glad I insisted to walk in the shop despite being late for my movie because I finally found the perfect pair that I've been looking for all over the Klang Valley (and some say Nilai lol). My pair is

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Took a short trip down to Desaru with the family 3 weeks ago and spent 2 days and a night there. We stayed at the Lotus Desaru Resort, which was overflowing with beach-goers as it was a school holiday weekend. The resort was huge, and you had to travel from one place to another by the buggy/golf cart provided by the hotel. Check out the numbers of cars parked above, and that's only 1 small part

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To make Chef Chan style at home, you will need:  1 pot of Japanese rice, Sushi seasoning or Japanese vinegar Japanese cucumber, cut into sticks Japanese mayo, Inari skin, fish roe, pickled ginger, seasoned tako (octopus) and Japanese kelp   avocado, optional. roll it all up... and enjoy! I know I have not been updating often, and I have so many backdated entries to blog about! Been super busy

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I am not known for my independence. Since day one I have never really done anything alone. Never been to a movie alone, never had to go to classes alone, and I never had to eat alone because there's always people around with me to accompany me. So imagine my dismay when I got a call from my mom asking me if I'm willing to fly to Kota Bahru to bring my aunt here to Selangor. My aunt has really

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On Labour Day, my family invited all our family members to celebrate Cayden's first birthday. Being the traditional Chinese he is, my dad opted to have the "party" in a Chinese restaurant ala wedding banquet style wtf. We booked three tables in the restaurant for 15 people each, and 10 dishes were served up course by course. In the picture you can see four tables filled with people, but the

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I guess it's not secret now that I am now a blogshop owner (for the second time round yay!). But this time instead of selling my second-hand clothing, I am selling new stuff that I picked out myself! Yayy for shopping without the guilt! Lol. Anyway, my store's name is called Chic Chick, and the reason I chose it was simply because I wanted the initials to be the same as mine WTF. And well, I

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Truth is, these days i feel like i'm losing myself and i don't know what to do with my life anymore. Everyday i feel myself slipping further and further away from everything that i once knew. Whenever somebody asks me how is everything, I always tell them that I'm doing okay with a smile on my face, hoping that that will buy into the pretty picture of how my life is that I painted just for them.

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I know I'm supposed to be on hiatus until like dunno when, but I temporarily release myself from hiatus because I cannot tahan to see that my blog entry in March only has one, and February only has two. WHAT HAVE I DONE?!!! I guess I say that I'm too busy to blog? But in actually reality I'm more lazy than busy, which makes me very busy being lazy, which makes me very busy now T.T I have tons of

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I had a very homely reunion dinner with my family back in Kelantan a day before Chinese New Year. It was quite a reunion for every member of my maternal side of the family was present, and there were plenty of food. Most of the dishes were prepared by my dad (codename Chef Chan wtf) and thank god none of the dishes went wrong this time because my dad is notoriously known for

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Back from the CNY break feeling lazy big fat slob because the past week had been all about eating and doing nothing. So while I'm still sorting out the 1023615 pictures I took during my trip back to Kelantan, here is a 25-Day that i haven't been doing for a while! Day 05 - What is your most prized material possession? What is your most prized non-material possession? This is an easy one for a

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Greetings from the windy town of Kota Bahru, Kelantan! I have been here for the past 2 days, and all I did was eat, sleep and loiter in the shopping mall beside my hotel wtf. So far I've already bought 2 tops, some magazines and lots of junkfood to binge on. Life is good! Nothing much to share right now, so here are some pics from the airport, the streets and in the hotel room because I hate

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guess what!! *omg i haven't done a proper blog post in weeks! will do one a long and complete one once the hols are here! in the meanwhile, enjoy the suspense!! gahahahaha

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Never have I met anyone as self-absorbed, as pompous, as proud as you. Wake up, the world does not revolve around you anymore, everyone moved on and so should you. You held yourself so high above friendlier grounds, nobody could reach you even if they wanted to. Wake up, anyone who tried doesn't want to anymore, everyone moved on and so should you. Please wake up, it's not too late.

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This is my favourite food currently and never a day goes by without me thinking about it. Nineteen years of my life spent as a Chinese and I've just only discovered heaven in a bao that is the xiao long bao wtf. I love the moment when you take your first bite and the juice that is trapped inside oozes out and trickles right into your mouth... Heaven.

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Enrolled for college yesterday, can't believe I'm about to begin my second year of degree already! Just yesterday I was taking SPM, and tomorrow I'm gonna be retired with grandchildren wtf. Anyway, subjects I'm taking this semester: Human Communication Social Psychology Introduction to Advertising Desktop Publishing and Computer Graphics Editing and... wait for it... Learning Skills. Lol. 5

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I'm starting a little category for my blog called Slice of Life, where I can share short entries of pictures, links, music or even conversations of interesting random stuff  that doesn't fit into any other categories in the rest of my blog. It's a little like Tumblr, but a more sophisticated Blogger version of it. This is also useful for when I have nothing to blog about but I update in the

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First post of the new year wohoo!! Can't believe today is already the 2nd day of 2011, why do I feel that time seem to fly faster as I passage further into adulthood. Either that or I have been sleeping way too much. I think I'll go with the sleeping wtf. Anyway, I had a great new year's eve with my friends from high school back in Kajang! Even though the night didn't start the way it should be.

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The year 2010 is coming to an end and that only means one thing: New Year's. Every year end, I'll review this year's resolutions and post up next years resolutions as well. Can't believe it's already been a year OHMAHGAWD! Okay, so this was my new year's resolutions for 2010: New Year's Resolutions 20101. Do well in degree.2. Get that god damn driver's licence. Finally. 3. Be nice to everyone

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my new favorite pair of shoes, just thought I'd share :)    (taken with Hipstamatic on the iPhone4)

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Day 04 - Name 1-15 moments in your life where you felt that everything was just perfect. (in no particular order) 1. The moment when you wake up in the morning, only to realize that it is a Sunday so you go back to sleep. 2. Biting into a piece of dark chocolate, or a Kindo Bueno that you don't have to share. 3. Listening to the rain outside at 3am and thinking about nothing but the patter of

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My family went on an impromptu trip to Muar to visit my grandmother and spend winter solstice (dong zhi?) there with my extended family as three of my aunts were already there. We left on Wednesday, stayed a night and came right back. Short trip indeed. There wasn't much to do in Muar except eat, but most of the shops were closed for the festival so I mostly just stayed in and watched Merlin on

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... is an extremely complicated name for a bakery. It is yet another Malaysian enterprise seeking to sound more high class and angmoh but failing miserably because its name is quite impossible to pronounce by typical Malaysians like me who don't know a word of French. Okay I do know some words, but boulangerie patisserie is definitely not in it. Stupid name aside, this place has some kickass

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Day 03 - What are your views on religion/spirituality? I am not a religious person, nor am I well-versed in scholarly studies in religion so my view on religion may not be accurate, but it is most certainly not wrong. /end of disclaimer. Truth is, I find religion today highly overrated. Too much have been focused on determining the most "correct" religion that other aspects of religion have

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Day 02 - Where would you like to be in 10 years? To be honest, I can't imagine what it would be like for me in 10 years time. I'm not a planning-ahead-of-time person but a make-things-up-as-i-go person, so this is quite a hard one for me. Nevertheless, I have my ideals. Two drastically different ones at that. In 10 years I'll be 29 years old, and like every other typical 29-year old, I would

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Hello again! This is one of those what-i-did-for-the-week posts again, so if you're bored and interested in my uninteresting mundane life you could read on. Or else you could just look at pictures of Japanese food and a capitalist Christmas in various shopping malls across the Klang Valley wtf. Anyway before you get blinded by the flurry of Christmas lights below, I would first like to introduce

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Day 01 - Write 10-30 interesting (or not) facts about yourself. Okay I admit, just looking at the question reminded me of writing an essay for English. All that's missing is "in not less than 600 words" haha. Anyway, back to business.  1. I have a knack for identifying people who will mean something to me in my life. Call it coincidence, call it psychic but whenever I see someone that looks or

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So this one night I was bored, sleepy and halfheartedly bloghopping when I stumbled across this challenge posed by my ol friend Lawrence.  Since everyone (namely my sister and her high school friends, peer pressure wtf) were doing one of these, so I thought why the hell not, it's not like I've got anything better to blog about these days anyway lol. Some consistency and motivation to blog would

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Last Wednesday the 25th was my dad's birthday as well as my first day of holiday. My last paper ended on Tuesday so I was just in time to celebrate his birthday with the family. I remember last year during his birthday I was still in foundation and didn't have my driver's license to go home so they came up to Nilai and we had a feast in Loong Sing just for me huhu so touched. Anyway for this

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Did a random photography session with my sister the other day when I was home for the weekends. The weather was great, lighting was perfect and I even had my sis dress up for the shoot. However I wasn't feeling up to it, and for some reason the camera wasn't working as well as I expected either. Sigh. There were only two shots from that day that I actually do not hate: #1 #2 The second shot was

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Hello everyone looks who's back and updating regularly like a good blogger?! MEEE. Why am I so awesome haha *perasan. So after my trip to Cameron, we dropped by Ipoh to visit my cousins for Deepavali lunch. Now don't get confused I am 100% Chinese but my cousins are half Indian, so that makes me eligible to celebrate Deepavali as well! And every year we would always make the trip up to Ipoh for

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To make up for my absence from the blogsphere, I have returned armed with a proper and complete entry of my trip to Cameron Highlands last week. Yes, no more words-only entry, no more mass pictures updates, no more grocery list thing, no more filer posts of useless stuff I bought/did over the week. (Can I get a YAY?) Right, so I was MIA from college for a week to embark on a family trip to

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She felt the pain tug at her own heart, slowing ripping the soft tissue apart as she watched the man she's known so well turn into a mere stranger. Their lives, once intertwined, now becoming two parallel lines that will never meet. As she watched the gates to her past slowly closing behind her, she wondered. What if? That is an answer she will never find out.

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OMG!!! I swear this has been the longest that I have not blogged! If I wait any longer I will be closing down my blog already wtf. The month of October is pathetic shit coz only got one other entry besides this one, and the other one also is filer post not important at all one T.T Sorry October, you suck!! So um, what's new (should be what's not new already wtf)? Let's see, today is Saturday and

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OMG! It's been forever since I last blogged, not like anyone noticed or cares anyway lah lol. Just saying. This week is the third week of my 3rd semester already and the workload is starting to pile up, with assignment due dates drawing nearer but the work remains untouched. Yeah I'm super awesome like that. The only thing that sucks this semester is the timing of my classes. I have 8am class

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Alex turned 22 last Saturday and I decided to throw a surprise birthday party for him one night during dinner with his friends in Seremban. The surprise thing was pretty last minute and we all had to conjure up stupid excuses to get the cake and figure out how transport it all the way to Seremban for him wtf. his Secret Recipe's Blackforest Cheesecake  =) The dinner was at this buffet steamboat/

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  This is where I'm gonna be spending most of my time from now on for the next two months.  Hate it when holidays end :(  *update* Subjects I'm taking for my third semester: Communication Research MethodsOrganisational Communication Sounds boring? Damn right it is!

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In my short 3 days trip to Johor Bahru, I went to Night Safari, Singapore on the second night after spending a whole day of shopping with my best friend Lauren in City Square. It was great to see her again someplace other than Nilai lol. Unfortunately, my whole trip down to JB was pretty rushed so I only managed to squeeze in a few hours to shop with her. Lauren, you will not see the end of me

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In my short nineteen years of life I have ventured out in the world and tried many things in hopes of finding a passion that I can dedicate my life to. When I was younger, I dabbled in arts, taking classes for many years only to never draw again and failing miserably at any drawing attempt. Before that I was a ballet dancer, until I got chickenpox and never went back. Then came organ lessons

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Baby, if you're reading this, happy 1 year and 1 month anniversary all the way from JB (postcode 81750 wtf)!! I'm sorry you're stuck all the way in Klang on this very special day while I party my ass off in JB with a bunch of hot guys with great hair (as if, haha!), but I just want to let you know that I love you I miss you very very much. On this day, all I can think about is the great times we

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this is my favourite:

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Have you ever felt like you're living somebody else's life? Or that your life is nothing but a dream, or maybe even a lie? I sometimes get confused, waking up alone in the silentest of night to ponder the question of my existence. I have dreams that are so vivid that they might just be real in another dimension, leaving me wondering to myself which part of my life that I am living now is real.

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The best part about being home is the home cooked food, always prepared with the best ingredients and a lot of TLC. In my home, it is usually my maid who does the cooking for the whole family because my mom is usually very busy and my dad comes home late at night. Sometimes in the weekend my dad would take over the kitchen and experiment with all sorts of new cuisine for us to try. Today my maid

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Oh yeah babbeh! Say yes to good food in the kingdom of Far Far Away because I am here to conquer you with my new GPS! This nifty little gadget saved me when I was lost in Klang, Bukit Jalil, Sunway and Cheras all in the same day WTF. Thanks to the boyfriend for winning it and sharing giving it to me! =)

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That's right, I am now 4 days into my holiday and loving it thus far! I hope time passes by more slowly so that I can have more time to eat, sleep and do nothing all day =D The three days of final exams really took it's toll on me for I did not have enough time to study/sleep/poop wtf. All of my papers started at 8am for three consecutive days! So everyday I sleep at 2 and wake up at 6 to study

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To celebrate our first year annivesary, we decided to stuff ourselves full with food and just spend the whole day in each other's company far far away where nobody knew us. And so we went to Ikea because it's the farthest of all shopping malls from Nilai and we can be sure we won't meet anyone we know who will be shopping for furniture on a Friday! Genius. First stop, Ikea cafeteria for those

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I know I have better things to do than to update my blog 4 times a day with random stuff and pictures from completely random episodes but I just had to put this up: AWWWW*melts into a million pieces*

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Finally upgraded my blog template to the new blogger version and now my blog looks like a lovesick 14-year old's blog wtf. But let me assure you that I am very much a 19-year old at heart and in form, this is all just temporary insanity due to my lack of contact with the outside world (i.e. the mall). Tomorrow please come quick, I am dying to smell the scent of new clothes and hear the ring of a

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I guess I'm sorta a loner these days. I'm tired of putting my heart out there and getting hurt, I'm tired of people remembering my existence only when they need something from me, I'm tired of trying to please everyone and be polite to them when all I want to do is spill a glass of water in their face to make them shut up, I'm tired of people who think they're better than me, I'm tired of

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I love my new t-shirt! It says "do not feed the models" haha. Other than that nothing interesting to update /boo. Oh wait, I got a job? My first job. It was actually last week and my job was to manage the registration counter at a housing launch party in Kajang.Was bored out of my wits but I made it out alive and 100bucks richer so that's not so bad. Let's see, what else is new since I have not

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1. You Are My Favourite- Sophie Madeleine 2. OMG- Usher 3. Secrets- One Republic 4. Neutron Star Collision (Love Is Forever)- Muse 5. Winner- Jamie Foxx 6. Rain- Creed 7. Hollywood- Marina And The Diamonds 8. Total Eclispe Of The Heart- Glee Cast 9. Marry Me- Train 10. Everybody In Love- JLS The two most hectic weeks of my semester are coming up and after that i can blissfully retire for a whole

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Went to Midvalley to watch The Back Up Plan with the girls last Saturday! So happy I finally got to meet up with everyone again after so long. Especially Miss Wendy Ong, whom I haven't seen for like, half a year after ACCA claimed her soul wtf. The movie was okay, it was funny at parts, but it was quite predictable as romantic comedies go. J-Lo looks so beautiful in it though! The Stan guy was

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Hello from the library of INTI International University! (yes, it's university now) I am alone with my netbook, tucked away in the corner on the second floor and enjoying the free aircon while attempting to complete my media assignment which is due tomorrow. I cannot believe that this is the first time in my 1 1/2 years here where I am making use of the library facilities! Normally I'd rather

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I've been getting alot of free stuff recently, thanks to winning contests or just sheer luck. My winning streak started off when I wrote a slogan for Nuffnang's Mister Potato competition and I actually won tix to watch Prince of Persia for free!Then after that I tried my luck again with Nuffnang, and I won tickets to watch Toy Story 3! Damn lucky wtf.Not long ago, I applied for a Streamyx package

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by William Carlos WilliamsI have eatenthe plumsthat were inthe iceboxand whichyou were probablysavingfor breakfastForgive methey were deliciousso sweetand so cold

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#1#2#3Meet my pesky little sister who annoys the crap outta me whenever I'm home.Oh, and she owes me 30 bucks in cash too.PAY UP, CELESTINE CHAN!

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Remember I did a post for Nuffnang's Toy Story 3 competition not long ago? I actually won a pair of tickets to watch a special screening for Toy Story 3 in 3D on Monday before the movie was actually out! How lucky!The movie was at 9pm in GSC Midvalley, so we went right after my class ended at 4. Heading out to KL on a school day, exciting! We purposely went early to beat the jam and sure enough,

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Today, we went to One Utama to watch The Karate Kid because Alexander is such a big fan of Jackie Chan wtf. To get us in the mood for the movie, he even played the Karate Kid's OST, before we left the house lol why he liddat one -___-Anyway, the movie was not that bad so girls if you wanna make your boyfriends (or little siblings) happy just bring them to watch this movie. But do take note that

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Last Wednesday was Mass Comm Club's Gathering Night and I was roped in to be part of the organising committee because the juniors have to organise it for the seniors.the organising committee. girl power ftw! lol.The theme was "Beauty and the Geek", as suggested by moi because we couldn't think of anything better lol. And I also already thought of the theme for next semester- Pyjama Party!The

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Remember me complaining about my scrapped feet a few blog posts ago? Well after that I immediately sent an email to that shoe company to lodge a complaint.Here's their reply to me, two weeks late. Talk about good customer service huh? Pfft.Dear Ms.Chan, Thank you for your valuable feedback. To our surprise, this is the very first complaint received on dissatisfaction on the comfort

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Hello. My name is Wendell and I was Charissa's favourite toy when she was growing up.This is a picture of me as proof I exist in real life, and that I am not an afterthought or alter ego of Charissa like you assume I was:OHAI!Okay now that you have proof that I am in fact, very real, I shall proceed to use Charissa's blog to bring to you a special and urgent message from me and her toys this time

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Been feeling lazy to blog these days coz there's nothing much to blog about except everyday mundane stuff and the ocassional complaint about a shoe wtf. I have far too many assignments that needs to be done and I've wasted too much of my time sleeping/watching The Office/ shopping online that the assignments just seemed to pile up without me realising it!And there's sooooooo many nice movies out

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Hi there. Please have a look at my latest purchase:A simple pair of black ballet flats from Carlo Rino that cost me RM75.90. Looks sweet, innocent and very pretty right? A little overpriced for a pair of simple flats, but I thought that was for the price of quality and comfort so it's okay. All is well with the world.Boy was I wrong.Wore them to class yesterday afternoon and it was the worst day

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This post is in response to Lauren's What's In Your Bag because I too, have been meaning to do this for a very long time haha. It's like performing a random spot check on what you're touting around in your bag lol.Since Lauren got the ball rolling, I shall just proceed to kick it further and hopefully this will catch on and we can get a glimpse into more and more people's bags, that'll be cool.

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Hello, it's been awhile since I blogged anything with proper words without including like 4837262620 pictures to the entry so today since I'm so free I'm gonna attempt to write and bore all of you to death.So here's a story. Today I had class at 10, woke up super early to get dressed, do my hair, clean the room, play Hotel City, and leave the room extra early to walk the whole 10 miles to the

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I try, I fail, I try again.That's how I'm gonna live my life now.

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It doesn't matter if it is aCat mom,Polar bear mom,Lion mom,Hippo mom,Celebrity mom,Or even a cardboard robot mom;They all have one thing in common:They are the greatest woman in your life,So love them well.Happy Mother's Day.image credits to weheartit.

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Happy 9 months baby, we made it out of the womb wtf.Love you loads.

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The weekends are here!! And I couldn't be more thankful because I had the longest week ever, what with my baby brother and classes starting. So I guess all I can say is TGIF!!!I have nothing much to blog about so I think I'm gonna blog about my latest online shopping haul lol. I bought so many things online this week I think I'm experiencing buyer's remorse. Or in layman's terms, guilt

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Cayden Chanborn 05.05.1009:10amWelcome to the Chan family, we're happy to have you!Love, your eldest sister. ♥

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I started this semester with hope, high expectations and a whole bucket of optimism. But it's the middle of the week and I think I'm already slowly dying out. Ask me again in a week and I'll reply "optimism what?".I hate everything about it. The subjects, the lecturers, the classmates. Especially the classmates. Everything's just wrong. I guess I simply don't have the energy anymore to begin the

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I simply cannot get enough of these:And then I found this:(yes they're all of the same bag.)Damn how could I have missed this in Topshop?!!Bahhh *slaps self*image credits to weheartit.

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Almost two months ago, I went on a college field trip to UNHCR which I already blogged about it. After much procrastination, I think it is time to blog about part 2 because I feel like it is something really worth sharing. So here goes, part 2 of my college field trip.After UNHCR, we proceeded to Sri Pentas in Bandar Utama to visit NTV7. For those who don't know, Sri Pentas is the headquarters of

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It gives me great pride to announce that:(click to view bigger)Eat. That. Suckers!I just hate it when people doubt that I can achieve results like that because they think I'm such a slacker/party girl/play girl wtf. Or that my course is an easy course so it's easy to get 4.0.First of all, my course is just as challenging as any other course out there okay! Sure, we don't need to solve impossible

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I'm in the middle of the semester break now and I'm bored like hell. Nothing to do, nowhere to go, and I've been spending like, 80% of my time online. The remaining 20% is used to sleep wtf. I sleep at 5am and wake up at 2pm everyday. Major fml sleep cycle all messed up.Anywayy since I haven't been up to anything, therefore I don't have anthing to blog about wtf. But then since I'm expecting my

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I think loneliness is a feeling I'm so used to that I can hardly feel it anymore. It is a part of me. A deep, dark, hollow part of me that is growing and expanding day after day. And it never stops.I know some that will go nuts if they're left all alone for a day. Always wanting attention and needing somebody to talk to because they don't want that black hole of loneliness to suck them in. But

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I can finally has an iPhone!! Bow down to your ruler!Finally inherited my dad's iPhone afte waiting ever so patiently for it like a dog to a bone wtf. You know, like when a dog sees a bone dangling in front of him and he just sits and wait there patiently with his tongue out panting and drooling at the same time? That dog was me wtf. BONE iPHONE!!And now *cue evil villian voice* I am a dog no

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Last Friday after finals, me and the boyf decided to go to Sunway Pyramid for movie and makan to celebrate our new-found freedom wtf. We initally wanted to watch Shutter Island (which according to him was one of the top 200 movie or something in imdb) but all the tickets were sold out so we settled for Date Night instead.Freaking hilarious, Tina Fey and Steve Carell are so good together I

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GUESS WHERE I WENT FOR MY 19TH BIRTHDAY?!! LUNA LUNA LUNA BAR!! It's actually Luna Bar lah wtf. One Luna only lol. Went there with the boyf on my birthday (I know, it's already been a month, but like I always say, BLTN* lol.) So it's a bar with a fancy name and they have cocktails. Been there done that, so what's so special about this place you ask? The answer is: KL CITY BABBEH!!

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I'm finally freeeeeee!! Well not quite yet but almost. I'm done with everything related to my studies and now all I need to do is wait for my finals which are happening tomorrow.After that, holidays!Now I don't really have anything to blog about but since I'm so free imma just post up pictures I took using my mobile phone. Some are dated since way back when lol!Welcome to life through the lens

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Happy 8 months baby,love you very very much.here.

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I'm screwed.I have 2 important papers due Tuesday and Wednesday and a major presentation this Monday and I've done practically nothing wtf.Finals are the week after and I don't even know where to begin studying!! Complex theories, perplexing laws and so much history to devour and digest in a week I think I'm gonna die wtf.On another hand, here's something interesting and totally irrelevant to the

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I had this dream again. The same, recurring dream that keeps me from waking up. In the dream, I cannot run no matter how hard I tried. My legs felt heavy and I cannot feel my muscles at all. In the dream also, someone is always running away ahead of me and I can never catch up. Eventually I am always left behind. Alone.That kind of helplessness, exasperation and fear that I experienced in my

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Last Wednesday was Social Board's celebration dinner for the success of my Orientation Night. It was held at Sepang Gold Coast, the same beach that I went two weeks ago lol. However this time we went there to dine and not to watch sunset/camwhore only lol.view of the beachthe table setting of the table where I was seated.i got the best seat in the house coz its in the middle and facing the sea =)

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I can't sleep again. And it seems that whenever I can't sleep, I go online and blog wtf. So this shall be another one of those posts where I talk and talk until I feel sleepy and go back to bed.But this time I not going to emo, this time imma talk about boring academic stuff so that I can feel sleepy and go to bed faster lol.Well, there are two major assignments due this week, one on Monday (

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it's tomorrow!!=)

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Last Friday, I was in class at 2pm and feeling really bummed so I decided to skip French class at 4 and head over to the beach wtf. Sepang Gold Coast was the beach of choice, as it was only a 40 minute drive from college.We had to pass by some small kampung towns and alot of jungles before reaching our destination lol. I was quite worried as well because the roads were narrow and winding, plus it

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WOOOOOOOOH!!! I'm turning 19 in 5 days times and this is my golden opportunity to ask for things that I want from random people like you wtf. Anyway, this entry is just for filer and wishful thinking because I don't think I'll get anything from this list unless my dad is Bill Gates or he strikes lottery and become the next Bill Gates wtf T.T But I know I won't be getting anything from this list

Charishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18022784145990468839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3952822115158048140.post-60848437207912244672010-03-20T04:07:00.000+08:002010-03-20T04:07:44.602+08:00

I hate nights like this. Nights where I can't go to sleep because my mind is filled with so many questions, so much regret and so full of uncertainty. Truth is, I miss myself. I miss the old me I used to be. Where was the young, sweet and innocent girl I used to be? I was so happy, so carefree and full of life. Now, I feel like this sunken old thing living in this empty shell known as life.

Charishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18022784145990468839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3952822115158048140.post-85549459547856629552010-03-17T20:41:00.008+08:002010-03-17T21:24:21.727+08:00

2 weeks ago Thursday, there was a field trip held for all the mass comm students in my college. Honestly, all = 30++ people only wtf SADD. But anyway, we visited 2 places, that is the United Nation's High Commissioner for Refugees, otherwise known as UNHCR.When I say refugees, what immediately comes up in your mind? War? Foreign workers? Illegal immigrants? Afghanistan??! Wtf. Anyway, people

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Finally, a day off where there are no more assignments/presentations left to rush. Which also equals to plenty of free time to blog about the crazy week I had. Busiest and longest week of my life thanks to this little night called Orientation Night.*picture credits to Lauren*the participantsmiss INTIMr. INTIpeople who helped made this event a success while I sat idly doing nothing wtf:my girls!!

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S,Sorry it took so long, but here is the reply that you deserve. Truth is, I've been thinking of a reply, something suitable to say to you, but I just haven't mastered the courage nor gathered the energy to say it to you. But now, I think it's time.Truth is, I don't blame you for your departure, I never did. I blamed myself, for being so caught up in my own life that I forgot my one and only true

Charishttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18022784145990468839noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3952822115158048140.post-32735984395613256472010-02-28T02:03:00.002+08:002010-02-28T02:39:44.632+08:00

I am frustrated. I am pissed. I am disappointed. I am stressed. I am angry. I am devastated. I am lonely. I am exasperated. I am worried. I am sad. I am lonely.But mostly, I am just tired. So tired all the time that I can feel the weight of the whole world on my shoulders.It's so unfair that everything that goes wrong falls upon me and I have no where to go, no one to talk to. I feel like

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